January 2026 - At work but doing something else
I have 13 minutes between meetings. Not sure if writing makes sense or will clearly express the love, loss, grief, and yearning for a life well lived with you. Being apart feels so strange, as we've shared, it doesn't make sense. Regardless, I speak to you always and always think of you and our shared adventures. I am grateful for all of them, mostly the laughs. We laugh so much together. No matter how tough I find the steps in life to be, you are always a light. Even when you are not going through the best time or feel strange. You are always there--a highlight of memories that live with me every day. Even on those sad days, it is what keeps me happy and calm despite the weird storm in my head, and the terrifying things in this world. You make me feel at peace and safe. The world can be a fun place where love makes everything feel a little easier. I love you. PS. My tiny Tim loves you, too.
